cause you shine brighter

asdasdasdas

2009-05-15T23:53:00.001+08:00

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tired

2009-03-17T02:37:00.002+08:00

WELCOME BACK TO THE ANGMORH SPEAKING WORLD.
its okay your out, cause channel U is weird!
Bandage2 was amazing.

rewritten past, the bedside lies
stained blood red and opportunists said:
doors shall be open to those that always try,
an over achiever, of every kind

Remember the stars

2009-02-19T17:19:00.002+08:00

Remember the stars,
the only way we really know who we are,
poignant regret, torn up souls,
oh why, oh why, is the world so cold.
Superficial,insecure, could there, could there, be anymore?
we don't have no reasons, nor any excuse,
we want what we chose.
hence forget the lies, count to 3,
hands in pockets, face towards the sky,
open your eyes, and embrace the through meaning of the word 'me'

baa.

soorry

2009-02-11T22:04:00.002+08:00

havent blogged in forever, and im bored, so......
A Colour riot claimed the scene
Dance Floor filled itself, by all means,
take your clothes of, spin a few rounds
go wild; crazy, move your feet to the sound

Level 1
( ) Smoked A Cigarette
(X) Smoked A Cigar
( ) Kissed A Member Of The Same Sex
(X) Drank Alcohol

SO FAR: 2

Level 2
(X) Are / Been In Love
( ) Been Dumped
(X) Shoplifted
( ) Been Fired
(X) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 5

Level 4
(X) Had A Crush On An Older Person
(X) Skipped School
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(X) Seen Someone / Something Die
SO FAR: 8

Level 5
(X) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your Facebook Friends
(X) Been To Paris
(X) Been To Spain
(X) Been On A Plane
(X) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 13

Level 6
(X) Eaten Sushi
(X) Been Snowboarding
(X) Met Someone BECAUSE Of Facebook
(X) Been in a Mosh Pit

SO FAR: 17

Level 7
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(X) Taken Pain Killers (Medicine)
(X) Love/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(X) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(X) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 21

Level 8
( ) Had A Tea Party
(X) Flown A Kite
(X) Built A Sand Castle
(X) Gone mudding (offroading)
( ) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 24

Level 9
(X) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
( ) Gone Sledging
(X) Cheated While Playing A Game
(X) Been Lonely
(X) Fallen Asleep At Work / School

SO FAR: 28

Level 10
(X) Watched The Sun Set
(X) Felt An Earthquake (tremors count)
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 30

Level 11
(X) Been Tickled
(X) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(X) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 33

Level 12
(X) Won A Contest
(X) Been Suspended From School
(X) Had Detention
(X) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 37

Level 13
(X) Had / Have Braces
(X) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(X) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 40

Level 14
(X) Hated The Way You Look
(X) Witnessed A Crime
(X) Pole Danced
(X) Questioned Your Heart
(X) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 45
Level 15
(X) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(X) Been Lost
(X) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(X) Swam In The Ocean
(X) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 50

Level 16
( ) Cried Yourself To Sleep
(X) Played Cops And Robbers
( ) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(X) Sang Karaoke
(X) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 53

Level 17
(X) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
(X) Made a Prank Phone Call
(X) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
(X) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 57

Level 18
(X) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
(X) Watched The Sun Set/ sun rise With Someone You Care/Cared About
(X) Blown Bubbles
(X) Made A Bonfire On The Beach or anywhere

SO FAR: 61

Level 19
(X) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(X) Gone Rollerskating / Blading
(X) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey (WHAT THE FUCK?!)

SO FAR: 64

Level 20
(X) Worn Pearls (this was when my mum thought it would be funny to make me wear her earrings)
(X) Jumped Off A Bridge
(X) Swore at the teacher, in front of them
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 67

Level 22
(X) Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kissed A Fish
(X) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
(X) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 70

Level 23
(X) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(X) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel (LOOK! NO HANDS)
(X) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
( ) Recently stayed up for a while talking to someone you care about (not recently)

SO FAR: 73

Level 24
( ) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
(X) Climbed A Tree (Everyday)
(X) Had/Been in a tree house.
(X) Been scared to watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 76

Level 25
(X) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
(X) Visited Jail (boys home counts)

SO FAR: 78

Level 26
(X) Played Chicken
(X) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(X) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger (creepy)
(X) Broken A Bone
(X) Been Easily Amused (FRIGGING)

SO FAR: 83

Level 27
(X) Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
( ) Caught A Butterfly
(X) Laughed So Hard You Cried
( ) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 85

Level 28
(X) Mooned/Flashed Someone
(X) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(X) Cheated On A Test
(X) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) French Braided Someones Hair
( ) Gone Skinny Dipping
(X) Been Kicked Out Of Your House
(X)Tried to hurt yourself

SO FAR: 91

Level 29
(X) Rode A Roller Coaster
(X) Went Scuba-Diving/Snorkeling
(X) Had A Cavity
(X) Black-Mailed Someone
( ) Been Black Mailed

SO FAR: 95

Level 31
(X) Been Used
( ) Fell Going Up The Stairs
( ) Licked A Cat (haha!)
(X) Bitten Someone
( ) Licked Someone

SO FAR: 97

Level 32
( ) Been shot at/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
(X) Flattened someones tires
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light came on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas

Total: 98

in a time

2008-12-23T00:55:00.002+08:00

doctor, doctor, he's bleeding from his chest,
save him doctor, he's different from the rest.

there was a time, whereby all i wanted was that cosy feeling, hmm, yeah, love, i believe.
i wasn't desperate just slightly lonely.
time goes by, and yeah epiphany. brilliant really.

now all i want is someone like me, where i can just hang out with.
come on, come out wherever you are.

shh, don't break this silence
you and me, our alliance.
quiet down now, save your breath
listen to my voice and rest, just rest.

fark

2008-11-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

dear diary, this is your cue, come, come save me,
dont you always? swallow my rants? of bad days?

|why do people try so hard?
why do I try you hard?

i dont understand me, it aint no cup of tea,
believe me.

why does it matter so much, when some one is annoyed?
whether im the cause? if untold, leaves me destroyed.
so forgive me, please, it aint easy being me,
morals, courtesy, and always finding the key.

2008-11-27T21:18:00.001+08:00

sorry,
just get well soon alright?

2008-11-27T19:10:00.003+08:00

Hello good morning how'd you do,
this sun would never shine as bright as you,

hey guys. im lazy to blog.
im sorry. so as an apology,
you can attempt to prank call me!

oh i read this out of a chain message, i think its fucking cute.

> Holding Hands-
> Girls : If you want to hold his hand, gently bump into it a couple of times.
> Guys : Grab it if it happens more than once.

Yes, thats how bored i am.

its 4am.

2008-11-13T04:38:00.002+08:00

Its 4am right now, never seemed to bother me, the time,
neither frets nor frowns.
I read your post, you said, "God ran out of bottles for your tears,"
well heres what i'll say, God and I will help you with your fears.
just one favor, oh, just one,
promise me you'll notice the sun.
the sun, so bright, high in the sky,
but often covered by clouds, passing by,
but look closer, it still is there,
just like all your current affairs.
so what im trying to put to you here is,
in whatever you feel, always look closer,
cause your happiness it right there, behind the clouds,
so if it helps,
indeed you should, scream loud, out loud.

dont fret, please dont fret, it pains all to see that you're upset ):

edit/

2008-11-11T05:02:00.004+08:00

haha, oh oh, btwww.
Nicole, i dont care about the message rachael seems to get,
so this one is for you:D,
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NICOLE:D
take that, rachael wong(:

October road

2008-11-11T04:53:00.002+08:00

confused? misled?
Did your ride just take a fender bend?
your ride, -or love, shall we call it, has taken an edgy turn
but fret not dear soldier, for the line today you learn.

"have you ever seen the colour of her eyes when shes not looking?" -october road.

Hope?

2008-11-09T02:48:00.003+08:00

Hope, strung high, oh-so high up there among the stars.
but never was my heart meant to go that far.
love you say? a masquerade, but feels like no other,
an act, a play, nothing like that i must say, no "call me when your sobers"
but for me right now, as the clock strikes twelve, and even if dear cinderellas running out,
I have to sit by the stairs and think, what troubles that glass shoe could bring?
Hope, now buried below, what you reap is what you sow.

Hey Christian's-blog-readers, and nicole:D,
this is me, blogging, and well, today lits on moving on, cause thats all i've been thinking about semi consciously since who knows when. so yeah, im glad im happy now.
hmm, the Jade's palz/Gordon and Co, or whatever, next sleepover thingy,
tell me, my house is always and option(:

seriously guys that part of my life is done. wait a minute, the new chapter has already begun.

And i was, bored.

2008-11-08T00:14:00.004+08:00

ill blog tomorrow im tired, and bored. and HELLO NICOLE TOH

The stupid long survey used to be here.
but i got just two questions.

Who are you?
Inside?

pulling us down

2008-11-04T21:52:00.002+08:00

hey, world.
kaiser chief, bloc party, new albums.

early? was it not, zero-eight-hundred marked the clock.
i rose only to see, that she had already beaten me.
conversation, alligation, all worthed the time.
but our bedtimes, seperated, by that prominent fine line.
im sorry for your sleep has been deprived,
but we must do this again, soon, another time.

"mega quick meals to fit the mega tight schedules! "

2008-11-03T17:15:00.001+08:00

2nd post of the day!!!!
to the heartache

you gave him your heart,
entrusted it in his hands,
but fragile is it not?
now crushed beyond amend.

but hey thats love,
no matter how silver the platter its served on,
if ain't true will be done and gone,

so just take these words from a stranger,
cause the stranger knows you best,
these words i kindly request you digest,

reserve, or deserve,
for that i make clear,
reserve your heart, or your outcome will be sure,

lets treat this fragile emotion with much care,
next time you say, "stop, wait, is that love in the air?"
think about the experience than move on with your plot
cause as youve felt, a blunder can cause alot.

fall hard hard, smile big big

2008-11-03T14:40:00.007+08:00

hi guys.
Confucius say, fall hard hard, smile big big.
okay fine, the old guy didn't say that, but yknow it makes sense(:

true believers who all may understand,
the meaning of this strange romance,
its bitter, its sweet,
and you always end up swept off your feet.

love is the guitar; strums, untuned chord
but pain is men, love is god
attraction; distraction, drives us insane,
come, walk with me, down my memory lane,

for me the past, now sand and dust,
love both misunderstood and misused,
has thought me nothing but to grow up,
and life's not love about.

but true believers listen now,
love feels great, like one full sound,
dont go chase love, its not on sale,
love will find you, like the moon to the nightingale.

boo

suck it up, panzy

2008-11-03T01:13:00.003+08:00

suck it up, panzy.
hey, peoples. you know, if you guys are active on facebook, youll realise,
"Christian needs a good friend"
haha, oooooohhhh christian soo emoooo):
no.
im not, i guess, haha.
its just that i realise i dont have really good friends,
like 'tight' pals and shit like that.
i really hope whatever shallow friendships i have now can actually work out.
haha, is it me? like, because of me, that some of my friendships never take off?
gahh, pains to think about it.

so the narrow path has led to this,
whats this? no bliss?
ive burnt them bridges, lit them bright,
but my emotions still shed no light.

I guess poetry is my only way,
cause inevitably, allows me to say,
those words deep, buried within,
which even telling, feels like sin.

~

mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, yknow, sometimes, i think i talk way to damn much.
to the extent where i think i piss people off
and i think that they are angry with me
but than again i think their not
you know, i think i think too much.

cheerios;christiansng

christian needs to achieve "hot" hahahahhaahaha

oppose your supposes.

2008-11-02T00:40:00.002+08:00

Omg nicole so emo, but yknow that was some fine poetry.

let me oppose your suppose cause although it may be untrue,
the world works mysteriously, well, i guess, pursue,

opposing the fact that life may not always be the same
cause if you keep that smile on, its quite lovely i must say.

opposing all that is sad cause it is not worthwhile
opposing all this trauma, making our life so dull

so i oppose your supposes cause whatever it may take,
the world needs you happy, do it for the people's sake.

five score and seven years ago.

2008-11-01T00:43:00.002+08:00

These few days have been way wild man, swear.
haha lots of grace's house crashing and partying.
haha, went for kenyewest, pretty awesome shit, haha, yeah plenty of niggahs in da house.
hmm, lets see, its like this week flew by soooooooooooo fast, haha, crazy, really.
the party was like today, so good,
haha, after much planning and preparation ( not really )
so it was like, (okay my mum just reminded me i should blog with better english)
__________________________

the party was amazing, and err, hip? and far-out? woots. (Y)
haha, so like me and rachael were extremely early, too early infact.
soooo, like we were suppose to reach at 2.30, but i got the ice cream really fast,
so it was like 1+? and we were already there.
so we followed grace to develop the holga pics, haha, terrible shots cause of shutter speed mann.
ohwell right? haha. pictures at FACEBOOK, so go ahead, haha the
'view photos of christian' yeah, haha.
so lots of stupid things, pool, trampoline bullshit, swimming, marco polo and like shark, and xbox, guitar hero and stuff, follow by the 'spin the ariels ipod' peck-on-the-cheek-game lol. hilarious.
sooooooo, if the pictures aint up yet, GRACE WEES FACEBOOK.
great to be back on facebook again feels great.
anyhow, party was fun!
so like everyone went home, and my parents were 'fashionably late'
lol, i dont even think you can consider it fashionably late, she didnt even come!
haha stoning at my auntie's. so like nicole& i, cab to newton and mrt. woohoo
and i left my skinnies in the cab, boohoo.
and here i am.

alright, time to actually blog, like blogblog, kinda blog.
Doesn't make sense, ahwell.
alright, today was like the "what men should do" struck me
like y'know principles, and basic manners,
and i feel like super bad if i dont comply,
like even the mini things, like pulling chairs and opening doors, or purposely taking the longer
ways just to make sure,
haha, i suppose its a good thing la,
but how awesome would it be, if instead of materials (HEY IM NOT SAYING GUYS SHOULDNT GIVE MATERIALISTIC STUFFS), guys just give the girls basic courtesy, it would be delightful <- (delightful, hmm, sounds gay, shouldn't use it) so like yeah all you guys, who come and dont tag, (dont worry still fwen euu.) read and think, haha, and im really getting poets block, so sorry guys, no impromptu poems you can read my old ones, again:D archives-->

goodride guys,
Christiansng.
(ps; sorry for not continuing my double previous post, about my lifestory find it kinda, yknow, lame.)
if you want me to, just tag.

twloha

2008-10-30T22:45:00.002+08:00

hey guys update some other time, but in the mean time, TWLOHA,

check it out. its awesome

this is my life

2008-10-28T01:12:00.003+08:00

jap guitars ftw.

Theres a 'chain' going round,
based on the british reality show called "this is your life"
basically, its like they go around looking for celebrities with great accomplishments,
compile a big red book, and bring them on the show where they call in all their accomplishments
and fellow associates and talk.

In this chain, i'm influencing all you peeps,
blog about your life, from the point of time whereby you feel you have started living.

Christian Sng Jia Wei
Fourteen, 07July1994

hi, my name is christian and i think since the day i hit Primary 6, my life took off,
it ain't any much different from any other teenager, but yeah, this is my life.

i took an interest in literature and the arts, in general,
photography, dance, singing, instruments. It just came in, you know, naturally,
and thats where i think, for me all began.

Girls, fashion scene, local music scene, the bar scene, EVERYTHING
its just so, oots? hahaha, but that was so superficial,
which ps, i only understood the start of this year.

So true believers, this is me,
throwing away, the old, superficial, "lets pierce my face", me, and entering this new thing,
haha, im tired, and therefore shall continue some other time,
but until next time, This, is my life.

loved&Remembered

2008-10-24T15:51:00.006+08:00

Rev Henry Khoo
Rev Henry Khoo has served in prison ministry for over 38 years. From 1968-1992,
he served as the Principal of the Prison Education Unit, and concurrently
as Associate Prison Chaplain from 1968-1975,
serving alongside his father, Rev Khoo Siaw Hua.
From 1975, he fulfilled the responsibility of Senior Prison Chaplain,
handing over the reins of leadership in 2006.
He was the Founder cum Senior Pastor of Changi Christian Fellowship.
He than serves as Advisor to the Church.
Passed Away on the 21st October.

This is Uncle Henry,
Not to be disrespectful or anything, but he rocked.
And his passing is not anything bad,
cause we all know he dwells happily in heaven.
he changed lives.
Many many lives, or what Uncle Timothy,
his son, would say he would call his "trophies of grace,"
the lives of many prisoners in which he gave his unconditional love as well as great patience to.
In my life, he has always been great,
we didn't really talk much, but he had the million dollar smile,
and like the bubbly presence,
in which comforts anyone who stays within the radius.
Even though he didn't say it, i knew i could approach him with anything.
Listening to the testimonials during the wake, it really,
really just shows me the type of guy i ought to be.
and it all comes back to change.
So Uncle Henry, even when your not around you still influenced me,
and im sure many others to come.
Say hello to God for me.

Love,
Jiawei, Christian(:

Dear Jade

2008-10-19T23:12:00.003+08:00

Jade Chua,

you are great, as in really really great,
a friend and a daughter likewise,
and you don't need me, or anyone else to tell you that.
and if anyone tells you otherwise, they, well, suck.

He must've been so proud to be your dad,
and he'll always be there for you, no matter what.
so jade, keep your head, and your faith high,
for im sure thats what your father would want.

And hey, even though we fell out recently as close friends,
i'll always be there,
a shoulder, a ear, and you can count on that.
God bless

Faith

the memories will be ever so dear,
but fret not my friend, no need for tears,
for in his life, done many great things
a great man he must've been, to father an eagle's wing

and soar sky high, with your faith and dreams,
cause you my friend are made for meaning,
back on your feet you shall stand,
and face all obstacles, you can, you can.

and whoever shall try to take you down,
no reaction, nor a frown,
cause though rough and rocky the road may be,
i know if you want to, it'll be a cup of tea,

and no, your never alone,
cause we've got your back, we'll keep you in tone,
so jade chua, oh young and ambitious,
shall we go fulfill your wishes?

i feel a start.

2008-10-19T15:54:00.002+08:00

oh wow, high school musical 1 was on again,
surprise surprise, haha, though overrated, its still good.
so the starting song, the 'this is a start of something new" thing,
haha, kinda motivate me, like woah right, christian motivated by HSM1,
and you thought it'd never happen.

lets go

so its all over , gone so fast
flew by so quickly, i thought it would last,

its cheesy to quote john mayer,
but we're waitin on the world,
to change to fit our lifestyle
but trust me on this, it never will

so as this year be gones,
i would just love to say,
this year's new years resolution,
is to make a major change.

more God, more Work
more Obedience, Less strange quirks,
more Music, more Practice
more Questions, Less stupid stunts for sure,

Cause maybe i was lucky,
i scored this term,
but how lucky will i be,
the end of next year?

yes, unsure, unsure;
But all that doesn't really matter,
right now at least,
what matters is, we put our minds finally at ease;

but ready though,
cause here we go,
its like entering this brand new road,
who knows what might be,
waiting across the street,
its just time,
let show,
lets go.

oh pae somm!

2008-09-01T19:32:00.004+08:00

harrow mr/mrs bitches.
cullen wants me to post, hahahaa
so like saturday was the partehhhhh, manymany people,
first one there, as usual, hahaa, went to admire zacks awesome gibsons
and swam, and flipped into the pool, went for supper,
and hitched a ride from chael's really nice parents to bishan. haha
sunday, haha, woke up, churchhh,
and DEATHRACE with the cousins,
darryl went for his nike run and nate rach and i headed for their house.
haha, so we like stoned in front of the private practice marathon and made two consecutive trips to macs to get a 20peice nuggets and 3 large fries. damn hilarious.
okay.. errr.. ohoh met rachwong at macs... havent seen her inawhile...
and yeah, basically thats tthat, my life is boring.

zephyrrrr

2008-08-18T23:01:00.003+08:00

my phone got confiscated,
impromtu poems ftw

a little something, to brighten the hearts,
of those in need of a little jump start.
i mean how easy is it to say,
lets just not do this, lets walk away,

but just like the school system,
it'll never leave you alone,
so put some pressure on your wisdom,
save you the groans.

Its obviously ain't easy,
yeah, chinese makes me weezy,
but it comes back to us,

if we want to we could,
if we could be bothered we would
but well yeah, we should,
and, NO, it aint dependent on your mood.

so dear friends and family,
you'd wish i do this annually;
plunging my face onto a book.

525 600mins.

2008-08-17T10:21:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARIEL!:D
pictures soon, i guess

Let it be,

2008-08-11T22:05:00.003+08:00

sup bitches,
So just another msn chat with angie, and like she just struck me with the,
"what really are we living for?" haha, so, i just thought about this, and here we go,

what we are living for.

i guess our age, this generation,
we are definitely not living, for our nation,

for friends, for family,
for Our Father, thy heavenly,
for the pleasure, for love,
for the possesions, "my turf"

to just scrape by,
this game called life,
to mess up a hell lot,
and still end up doing fine,

this is all damn great examples,
but not the answer to my troubles,

we live for people, often pick up lines, so sweet,
but in the end, whats there to keep?
you get by with life, oh so happy,
but youll never, make ends meet

so rockstars and popstars and all there is glam,
sit alone, in their homes, a pen held in hand,
"the lyrics for my next song, will be the "living for" plan",
but they end up stumbled, cause they are still nothing but men,

cause men, us, are placed for one reason,
you and me, for gods special purpose,
to save the world, yes literally,
to spread the gospel, oh spiritually,

cause even if we sit and stare, theres nothing left to see,
for as god said to his children,
just let it be,
and believe in me

relac jac.

2008-08-05T23:06:00.005+08:00

<too lazy to deviant>

First things first bitches,
i've been meaning to post soooo much but damn lazy,
so yeah, sincere apologies,
soo righttt!

SINGFEST!
okay, THIS WAS THE SHIT.
LOSTPROPHETS WOW.
WOWWOWWOWOWWOW, their amazing la.
CREDS ALL GOES TO GRACEWEE MAN.

haha so like, what, met lye to pass her my harddrive(i need it back if your reading this),
than when to meet van, at dhoby,
burger king, Whopper Jr and some hamburger from macs,
and Ariel and Grace came,

So we followed ariel's vague memories and arrived at fort canning park.
Lol, Damn hot.
So we just hung around...
i bought the singfest tee,
and our fkin' lucky instincts got us to stage 2 before NFG started.

so they rocked,
and melee rocked,
and LOSTPROPHETS FUCKIN OWNED,
and simple plan rocked(omg right, i know),
and yeah, haha.

so me and van got trapped in the lift.
stood there like idiots while this stupid guard trys to get the door open with the charge box,
than finally he just pulls open the door and there we are, level 4.
WTF LA.

sexy ~~and~~ with the city

wow.

2008-07-28T00:09:00.004+08:00

yeah, you know, bitches,
if i had to like emote this period of time ive been having its really confused.
everythings all weirdd and stuff,
trust me, not your average-ordinary teenage love story.
well, poem.

love came and stayed,
not so far away,
in my heart it made,
what i knew would not go away

so i knew what i had to do,
pursue, pursue, pursue
and that was exactly what i did,
the beginning of one big fib

so a bond we shared,
which i thought could not be broken
but these things has to happen,
not just spoken

so this bond was broken,
my eyes awoken,
not to follow my heart
but to finish the poem

and so this barrier was built that very day,
a barrier known to men as change,
i changed i did, in several ways,
but you, you stayed the same

and it came to the point,
whereby we were friends again,
but nothing, for me,
would ever feel the same,

and the time it came,
where i was ready to get serious again,
but no you wouldn't, the lies spoken,
you were definitely still the same

A character like yours,
oh so strong, so strong,
"would never change"
i thought, in dismay

so i turned off all feelings,
closed my eyes and began,
to start the whole process,
all over again,

but just before i could,
you caught me in the hand and said,
this ain't over,
"ill change, ill change"

but i am not certain,
i mean who would,
but i, damn right,
was misunderstood,

do you think this is my fault,
i can't love her no more,
you cant force love,
its just like a war,

the battles begin,
with allies and foes,
but when your allies have taken a toll on you,
their true colours really show.

and once shown,
its hard to erase
cause the case where its stored
its both over used and mauled,
and in reality's case,
love cant be restored.

so all those of you who read this and said,
"what the heck, this isnt the christian i've met"
its true isnt it,
that what you see isnt what you get,
cause i've got more problems than anyone you've ever met.

how now brown coww?

2008-07-26T00:10:00.003+08:00

HOW BITCHES?
HOW? HOW? HOW? HOW?
qtyuiqopl;ljhgiuyiop[auiskdkasndsaod
omg.

hayyy

2008-07-22T23:02:00.002+08:00

hay:D bitchesss,
hmm, im relatively happy today(:
shortt hair now, haha.
rugby match was shit. but still, haha.

its hard, really, its not like any other.

juust, errr... nvm.

2008-07-20T21:25:00.003+08:00

yao bitches
yeah... i admit it,
Right now, yeah, im confused.
im the sort in this current circumstance does not get confused but... yeahh bleh.

okay anyway, hey guys,
marie's party yesterday, and no matter what you guys say,
it was a blast. and yeah, happy birthday marie(:
love you guys, bamffttt

... or never.

2008-07-16T23:59:00.003+08:00

hey bitches, fast post,
im sick alright friggin flu,
tired right now and well, yeah,
so days been pretty rough, so haha hope its over soon
alright, bye.

how it should be

2008-07-10T17:17:00.003+08:00

Hey bitches,
had rugby today, nasty cut on my thigh.
afetr that just went to meet a certain someone.
received the fucking absolute most awesome present ever,
hahhaa wow, im starting to enjoy that i have a birthday!
tomorrows friday, finally.

ciao

Like every other wednesday

2008-07-09T18:01:00.003+08:00

Good day bitches,
today was fine i guess...
Fell asleep in every class except history(WOWRIGHT?!)
hmm.. fucking nothing to talk about...
oh right, got some shit project thing to do on landmarks, no idea what to do on.
is Zouk a landmark?

lol, forget it, ill just let the others decide and do my thing.

like sponsore cab fare and take pictures, loll.
tuition soon and well, ooshoosh.
till next time.

and the day after

2008-07-08T17:06:00.003+08:00

konichiwa bitches.
me again, haha,
school was fine, lots of happy birthdays and presents,
Lol, ponned rugby, went for chinese remedial,
im kinda sick, down with the flu..

and well, i feel fat.
needa execise, loll.
soo yeahh, yesterday was fucking screwed. lol
messed up alot, and im sorrryy, you know who you are.
and i miss p6/sec1
the great times i had.
bye niggas

and today i age

2008-07-07T12:19:00.000+08:00

hey, no one reads this anyway, but who gives.
friends coming over later for pizza and we'll just probably do what we do best. nothing.
haha.
anyway to those that havent realised, todays my birthday, happy 7th of july,
and well, yeah, haha, w00ts.

i think ive lost a friend,
that meant so much to me for the past 3 years.
i guess i just didnt mean anything to her.

Brand new, all through

2008-07-05T16:26:00.000+08:00

yay, blogger again.

haha, rachael reminded me in british council how i dont blog for fuck,
so yay, new start, woohoo!
so what, went for ice cream after class yesterday and than went home.
and this is precisely why i dont blog, my life is freakin boring:D